I just want to disappear out of this atmosphere
Sometimes, questioning….Why am I even here
Just to be verbally abused
Accused without reasoning
Seasoning my soul with the harshest of darts served
Holding tight…..A bit un nerved
To preserve sanity, rattled a bit…..As I sit home alone this late night
A bit disturbed……..A disruptive cause planted to pause
A cause created to test……To second guess my growth
Questioning my second chance for advancement
Enhancement I see……..As I meditate………Awaiting the words to ease my soul
Toil away with me……I cease……A whisper so clear…..I need you to speak
Drowning away as if I have been swept ashore
Sore, off balance……Malice intends on rearing its evil head instead
Destitute……….The shell that I now dwell
I may as well be left for dead…..Soliloquy of dread
Voices holding conversation, manipulating the going abouts rambling thru my head
Lost within the confines of solitude……madness runs rampant…..Many manifestations
I toss
I turn
I burn
I ache
The voices
They scream
Telling me
I told you so
No life jacket within reach
Beseeched…..Reaching
Gasping for air…..Warfare looms the air
This legacy must be preserved
The voices
Screaming
Let go….Give in
These are pleas uncommon for a sane man
To be damned, I guess this is all part of the plan
Only so much one man can take…before he breaks
Right In between the breakthrough…..The perfect plan
To expand……To reinvent
Still, these voices I hear
Out to conquer, devour….Just to see me away
I can’t give way
I can’t allow residence
No way…..You cannot stay
Remove yourself from thee
This is not to be……My mind shall go free
This time Is my time
Fighting for destiny’s call
Nothing will stall, I stand tall
You shall surely fall….
Withering away like decay
Not this day, you cannot stay
Forces devised to create division
Invasion without persuasion
Never allowed permission
Grabbing a hold, I take decision
To preserve
To protect
Holding to my vision
Releasing words of wisdom
Escaping this mental prison
The mind can be a prison, holding to useless tools
Not me, not one to dwell amongst fools…..
Living life by my own set of rules……
My mentality’s girth from birth
The center of joy….Smelling the sweet scent of Mother Earth
Giving greater understanding
Its all in the planning
Firmly girded…….Captured amidst Her spell
In unison……..*deep sigh*, the sweet aroma of Mother Earth
Determined she is……To preserve my worth…………..
MY PURPOSE
PREDESTAINED
PREORDAINED
DISGUISED BY PLEASURE
DEEP SEATED PAIN
Once written………eleviating all evil remains
Nothing formed shall have any gain………..
PURPOSE DRIVEN
NOT TO BE HIDDEN
HERE, PURPOSE REMAINS
Copyright(c)2011 Roberto Denaro Styles
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