Wednesday, May 19, 2010

The Roots - You Ain't Fly

The Roots - Essaywhuman?!!!??!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

What Do You Know About That????

To stand As the Man that God Made me to be
Strong....Confidient, going boldly.......The masterplan is what I desire to see
Praying that He will remember me
He shall not forsake me

In my short lived History......Many events run thru my memory

Many times treated as A threat
Very demeaning.....Getti...ng very little respect
An object to the powers that be......Many hardships that my eyes were forced to see
Thinking to myself.....How could this be......leaving to bleed
So much heartache toppled with betrayal.......like this is something that I need...

I have watched loved ones die
With nothing as much as a tear dropping from my eye

The war going on inside my heart was a part of my near demise
Many things I witnessed.......to no surprise....if u could see the look in my eyes
A blank cold stare, my heart was not there.....at that time, i really didn't care
Love to me was just a four letter word.......A lie moving thru the air

I didn't care who I hurt.....The heart of me was soiled to dirt

Pain is all I had to gain
How was I too remain sane
How do U explain

So much potential.....All the possibilities lying right before me
Many adored me.......Now they ignore me, a whole different story

Over time.....I had to put the pieces back together......Storms I had to weather

So much missing within me
Not to friendly.......A tendancy
Viewing everyone as my enemy

A Soldier on my on front lines
However.......It was God stepping in a drawing the line
Now I go, I purged and refined
I will say, He is always on time
In my prime....crime infactuated.....rhyme with no reason
I couldn't wait for fate, just to wait thru this dreary season
But everything does happen for a reason
Afterall, many wanted to see me fall
The man had a plan.....the courtstand.....then the prison wall
So much more could have been lost
Actually, ground has been gained
When I surrendered....As I called upon his name
The Game brought a flame......I was now in my last inning
My whole world began spinning
I wasn't really winning......Just sinning to no ending

But Now.....I am exactly where He wants me to be
Opening my eyes to the many possibilities that I now see
Now I am free......Not because of me....but He that is in me.

No longer am I angered.......Solemn I go.......I feel a release
A warmth......A gentle touch.....this is divine.....most call it inner peace
All that oppose me......Now that must cease.......I can say, I have finally found my peace.......let everything else cease.......

No weapon formed.....Can perform, Nor go against me........Thank You Jesus!!!!!!

Lost Without You.....

No matter how hard I try
These feelings I have for you won't seem to die

Can't escape the feelings I have for you
So true......I am lost without you

Every waking moment, You are always on my brain
Yet.....I am left to endure so much pain

Yes....it is true....Can't escape the feelings that I have for you
So true......I don't w...ant to be without you

When I think you.....I can't seem to close this chapter
Afterall, It is your heart that I am after....

Indeed, this is a known fact
Exact and true....What am I to do
Can't escape this longing I have to be with you

As the nights pass......I thought we had something that would last
A good friend told me that this too would pass
Time seems to move so fast......
I don't want this to pass.......I long to have you
What is a man to do......You mean so much to me
I just need you to see that you mean the world to me
I need you to see that everything I speak, from the heart
I need you to believe that my love 4 u is true
What am I do to.......
Can't escape the feelings......this longing.......or just being without you
Everything I speak is true......Yes, again I say it......I just cannot go another day being without you.......

Brian Mcknight - Anytime (UMG)

Saturday, May 1, 2010

My Loyalty.......The Inheritance of Royalty

I don't do try.....I set the bar very high

You can't teach it.....You just reach it

Don't bother to preach it if you can't reach it

I don't need a speech......You can't reach me with some blindside quote

Take note.........

Heed the Heart of a true champion

Lots of blood and sweat........Yet....You won't see me spending years crying tears to my peers behind empty beers

I am all action.....I am the Law of attraction.....My greatest satisfaction

No excuses........

Why bother, it is just plan useless.........Nobody cares for excuses

I am here to reach far and beyond.....

Reaching a level that you could never, ever touch upon, I go far and beyond.......

Need I go on........

This has been etched in stone.......

If you choose to pick a bone, you will be left alone.......I holds my own.......Am I getting close to home.....

I was formed, created....Bred in the lineage of Kings......

I do hold my own......On this day, no need for me to play or portray......I lay hold as I claim my throne

I and I alone must hold my own.......

No matter how adverse........

Even when the goings get worse.....The Last shall go first....

For what it's worth, I hold true to my turf....

Afterall, my call is knowing my self worth......Hate it if you will, I know the truth hurts....

Hate me for my looks
Hate me for my smile
Hate me for my state of mind.....
These things I pay very little attention
Must I mention....frankly....I just don't have the time to focus on such simple minds

Afterall.....I am not made to fall, fumble nor fold
I must stand strong, boldly as I go

I have very little time for anything vague, the simpliest of matter
I refuse to go engaged nor get enraged with meaningless chatter
Truthfully, Nothing you say against me really dosen't matter

You give me dap when we rap, hug me, hold a smile
All the while....
Behind my back, You attack my character......Hoping for my downfall....Afterall, It is you, wishing to watch my dreams shatter
Still none of that dosen't even matter
It really dosen't

All of that pent up animosity, possibly feeding off my platter
Whatever, I am to clever.....I am laughing to myself.....It still dosen't matter...

In the end....God has the final say.......Watch out Now.
He is getting ready to do an open display.....
Knowing that.....I am better than okay.........All of that Hate in your heart
Your thirst to see me at my worst, wishing you could come first
This is my now season, blessing go dispursed..........The Last shall now be first
The confidence of knowing that I am well on my way........Let this be the day Saith the Lord!!!!!!!

I don't do try.....I set the bar very high

You can't teach it.....You just reach it

Don't bother to preach it if you can't reach it

I don't need a speech......You can't reach me with some blindside quote

Take note.........

Heed the Heart of a true champion

Lots of blood and sweat........Yet....You won't see me spending years crying tears to my peers behind empty beers

I am all action.....I am the Law of attraction.....My greatest satisfaction

No excuses........

Why bother, it is just plan useless.........Nobody cares for excuses

I am here to reach far and beyond.....

Reaching a level that you could never, ever touch upon, I go far and beyond.......

Need I go on........

This has been etched in stone.......

If you choose to pick a bone, you will be left alone.......I holds my own.......Am I getting close to home.....

I was formed, created....Bred in the lineage of Kings......

I do hold my own......On this day, no need for me to play or portray......I lay hold as I claim my throne

I and I alone must hold my own.......

No matter how adverse........

Even when the goings get worse.....The Last shall go first....

For what it's worth, I hold true to my turf....

Afterall, my call is knowing my self worth......Hate it if you will, I know the truth hurts....

Hate me for my looks
Hate me for my smile
Hate me for my state of mind.....
These things I pay very little attention
Must I mention....frankly....I just don't have the time to focus on such simple minds

Afterall.....I am not made to fall, fumble nor fold
I must stand strong, boldly as I go

I have very little time for anything vague, the simpliest of matter
I refuse to go engaged nor get enraged with meaningless chatter
Truthfully, Nothing you say against me really dosen't matter

You give me dap when we rap, hug me, hold a smile
All the while....
Behind my back, You attack my character......Hoping for my downfall....Afterall, It is you, wishing to watch my dreams shatter
Still none of that dosen't even matter
It really dosen't

All of that pent up animosity, possibly feeding off my platter
Whatever, I am to clever.....I am laughing to myself.....It still dosen't matter...

In the end....God has the final say.......Watch out Now.
He is getting ready to do an open display.....
Knowing that.....I am better than okay.........All of that Hate in your heart
Your thirst to see me at my worst, wishing you could come first
This is my now season, blessing go dispursed..........The Last shall now be first
The confidence of knowing that I am well on my way........Let this be the day Saith the Lord!!!!!!!