What Do You Know About That????

To stand As the Man that God Made me to be
Strong....Confidient, going boldly.......The masterplan is what I desire to see
Praying that He will remember me
He shall not forsake me

In my short lived History......Many events run thru my memory

Many times treated as A threat
Very demeaning.....Getti...ng very little respect
An object to the powers that be......Many hardships that my eyes were forced to see
Thinking to myself.....How could this be......leaving to bleed
So much heartache toppled with betrayal.......like this is something that I need...

I have watched loved ones die
With nothing as much as a tear dropping from my eye

The war going on inside my heart was a part of my near demise
Many things I witnessed.......to no surprise....if u could see the look in my eyes
A blank cold stare, my heart was not there.....at that time, i really didn't care
Love to me was just a four letter word.......A lie moving thru the air

I didn't care who I hurt.....The heart of me was soiled to dirt

Pain is all I had to gain
How was I too remain sane
How do U explain

So much potential.....All the possibilities lying right before me
Many adored me.......Now they ignore me, a whole different story

Over time.....I had to put the pieces back together......Storms I had to weather

So much missing within me
Not to friendly.......A tendancy
Viewing everyone as my enemy

A Soldier on my on front lines
However.......It was God stepping in a drawing the line
Now I go, I purged and refined
I will say, He is always on time
In my prime....crime infactuated.....rhyme with no reason
I couldn't wait for fate, just to wait thru this dreary season
But everything does happen for a reason
Afterall, many wanted to see me fall
The man had a plan.....the courtstand.....then the prison wall
So much more could have been lost
Actually, ground has been gained
When I surrendered....As I called upon his name
The Game brought a flame......I was now in my last inning
My whole world began spinning
I wasn't really winning......Just sinning to no ending

But Now.....I am exactly where He wants me to be
Opening my eyes to the many possibilities that I now see
Now I am free......Not because of me....but He that is in me.

No longer am I angered.......Solemn I go.......I feel a release
A warmth......A gentle touch.....this is divine.....most call it inner peace
All that oppose me......Now that must cease.......I can say, I have finally found my peace.......let everything else cease.......

No weapon formed.....Can perform, Nor go against me........Thank You Jesus!!!!!!