How Long?!?............

It ups and just by passes my existence

Persistent calls to God and wondering why

Why such the long wait

Am I being punished for all my mistakes

Only so much of this heartache I can take

Everyday I awake, I give, I give

Do what I got to do, so I can live

Many deposits with no return

Expecting me to smile

All willie and optimistic

How long must I wait

Or will I spend my life

Paying for all my mistakes

Can't catch a break...going on 41

Not feeling to great, just want to catch a break

When will my time come

When it comes to love

Like an escaped convict

Always seems to be on the run

Do I need to hostage

Hold her with the gun

When is the winds of change

Going to blow my way

This is not about getting some

NO....not me, cause see

All I need is one....

So tell something GOD...

When is it going to happen

Don't have many more years to go

And must not forget, not young anymore

Waking this bed alone on the daily

Love, would you come and save me

This is deeper than want.......

Something my heart so badly needs

I seek, I search, this is becoming to much work...

And if another person gives me advice....

Telling you know......It will happen some day

Okay.....Okay, here that almost everyday....

There has got to be somebody.....after all

There a gazillions souls that dwell this earth

Still.....I wait, I wait, I search, I debate

I get pissed, get sad, get mad

]When I see that happy couple, wishing it was me

Taking romantic walks in the spring

But it seems all I run across is....

Fling

After

Fling

After

Fling

After 

Fling

My mind begins to ponder

Many days I wonder

These desires taking me under

But you promised me......

Yeah I know....It's not the season

So what's the reason, I am to.....

Dwell on my own....

I try to see the good in it all.....

But at almost 41, when is my time to come.......

Just so sick of waiting so long........

So when will my time be

When will the day come

When will this meant to be

When will this be a part of my reality

Just so sick of the waitin

Constant debatin...

One day all smiles

Another day all frowns

All of these up and downs

Do you even care

Do you hear me now

Or is this all a mistake

To ask of you....When...When

When will I get my turn

My chest burns nightly

Brighten my heart this very being

Cause see....Even though I'm a man

My heart has adsorbed enough of these lonely tears

Not trying to debate

Not hear to question you

But how long.....how long

How long must a man wait.........

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